Sunday, June 1, 2014

Joy For Tears

There I was, looking out towards the door of our fifth-wheel when a cute face popped inside to deliver a message.  Just as suddenly, my smile turned sour as I saw my niece tumbling all the way down the three steeps mettle steps.  The clanging of her 4 foot frame bashing into each star was deafening.

This day had already been a pretty hard one for her with a sudden visit to the Dr. first thing that morning for an unknown sickness.  After blood being drawn, urine sample taken and finally an IV put in it turned out to be a major case of dehydration brought on by a flu bug. So you can imagine how this was more than just another fall.

We all rushed to snatch her up and hand her over to the calming arms of her Mama.  She sniffled, wailed and moaned.  I got her an ice pack as she lay, rocked back and forth, in the arms of comfort.  After about 10 minutes of tears the crying died down.  Mama soothed the fears and all the pain went away.  By the end of the day she was almost bursting with energy and the desire to roam and play could hardly be contained!

It was this memory that came to mind as I was dealing with my own emotional tumble down the stars of life.   The relational collision awakened fear in my heart.  The emotional wounds throbbed with pain causing tears to wet my face and my journal but than suddenly I thought how wonderful it felt to be in the comforting arms of God, to feel the closeness, the soothing words and peaceful presence of being close to a God who loves me. 


I thought about the feeling of peace which came as the result of dealing with hurt.  Just like my niece, I have a hard time sitting still with an eagerness to live, work and have adventures.  Lately I haven’t been climbing into the lap of God so to speak, but it was this moment, and several others, which made my need for that comfort undeniable.


It astounds me, truly, that hard times bring so many wonderful feelings of safety and hope?!  It made me glad for this moment.  For the chance to step out of self-reliance and into childlike weakness for the comfort that it brings.

Isaiah 51 was really encouraging.  I'll just give you a few highlights.

"Listen to me, you who pursue righteousness, you who seek the LORD: ", "For the LORD comforts Zion: he comforts all her waste places and makes her wilderness like Eden, her desert like the garden of the LORD; joy and gladness will be found in her, thanksgiving and the voice of song", "I will set my justice for a light to the people. My righteousness draws near, my salvation has gone out and my arms will judge the peoples; the coastlands hope for me, and for my arm they wait.", "my salvation will be forever, and my righteousness will never be dismayed.", "Awake, awake, put on strength, oh arm of the LORD; (people of God)" "And the ransomed of the LORD shall return and come to Zion with singing; everlasting joy shall be upon their heads; they shall obtain gladness and joy, and sorrow and sighing shall flee away.", "I, I am he who comforts you"
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yUIKLLa42_Q